Single again

I hate being single. Basically the whole time I was with April, I might as well have been single. I really, truly love her, and really want to be with her. But, I'm not even going to bother. I was thinking of Brandie an hour ago, but now I was thinking of Debra. It truly sucks to be lonely... maybe when I transfer back I will date a few of my present co-workers. Would really love to do that.

(DISCLAIMER: Yes, I am drunk as I write... needed it after the past few days.)