Been awhile, but have to get stuff off my chest:

I really want to go out with I-know-who, but... if I was a few miles closer to somebody else, I'd go out with her in a heartbeat! I question if I really want to go out with I-know-who, or if I just want to go with her because she has feelings for me. I have feelings for her too, but I don't know if they're genuine or if its like Jessica and I just am in love with the idea of somebody in love with me. Maybe I'm overreacting. But I'm tired of being alone.