And yes, I'm torn

Mainly I'm torn between Cydney and April. I know April has been wanting to go out with me for the past three years, and I was looking forward to dating her. But then Cydney came into my life, and I think maybe its not that I am feeling that she is feeling something for me, but maybe I feel something for her. I bring up the two dreams I've posted in this blog. The first was probably showing that I was about to meet the person of my dreams (and fairly accurately what that person looked like!), and the other was like a warning that I'd be walking a very fine line. I wish I'd have another dream that can help me sort out this whole mess! I'm in love but am not sure who I am really in love with, or if its even love at all.